Some things are better to leave hangin'.Some words are better left unsaid. i guess your mind can really play tricks on you,it can drive you crazy,it can make you completely unreal. As far as I know, I may be completely crazy,like "put myself on fire crazy", and wouldn't even know it. Simple minds don't think about simple stuff,thats why they go better in life,but complicated minds,they complicate even the most simple little thing until there is nothing left more to complicate,until it drives you off the cliff.

It's a lonely night...

I have everything I wanted.Nice family,parents who love me,a great man next to me,I mean we are engaged,but still... I have some problems at school,maybe I will fail this class,and be held for a year,and all that because I was lazy. I mean it is all my fault,just my own. and that's killing me,it really kills me.